Dear All

When I give up my life,
I know you'll be happy
I know you will fault me still.

My babies,
You'll wonder forever
If I ever loved you both,
If I ever thought of you
But I do
Carried you for nine months,
Fed you, bathed you, clothed you,
Yes, I love you both
I never stopped,
And I never will
Even when..

I've never been a good person,
Yes, I've been very, very bad
And I've never tried to be a good person
Not many have succeeded in me
No one believes me
All they've cared about for so long are my babies
Not me, not me, not me
I've known it all along
Tried to pass it off
But now I no longer can.

Song for Me...

To really, love a woman
To understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear, every thoughts
See, every dreams
And give her wings when she wants to fly
Then, when find yourself lying helpless, in her arms
You know you really love, a woman

When you love a woman, then tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, then tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?

To really, love a woman,
Let her hold ya, till you know how she needs to be touched
You gotta breathe her, really taste her,
Till you can feel her, in your blood
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love, a woman

When you love a woman, then tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, then tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?

You've gotta give her some faith,
Hold her tight,
A little tenderness
You gotta treat her right
She will be there for you,
Taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman

And when you find yourself lying helpless, in her arms
You know you really love, a woman

When you love a woman, then tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, then tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
Just tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really ever loved a woman?

~ Bryan Adams ~

Sweet Hubby Of Mine...

Had a surprise visitor when i awoke this morning in my hospital bed... couldn't believe my eyes... der he was, standing at my bedside, smiling... i actually cried when he hugged me good morning... he was too worried about me to go to work... d sweetest thing was that he was in his working attire... he even called mom to let her noe dat he'll b picking me up from d hospital dis morning... n to tell her to juz go home n rest coz she needs her sleep ftr her niteshift...

we hd b'fast 2gether... he combed my hair ftr i showered... read d newpaper 2gether... den mom called... hehehe... she didnt bring her house keys... hubby sent it over to her in a jiffy... den he came back to d hospital via taxi (left his bike at mom's plc...)...

we had lunch 2gether 2... den he helped me get discharged... didnt want 2 go home juz yet... so he took me to JP... haha.. of all things, we shopped for new underwear for him... den tried goin arnd JP lookin for cookware... figures... couldn't find any... we walked slowly, coz i couldnt walk very well... cramps n all... den i started feelin hungry so we ate at the Banquet at B1...

Dat was arnd 3pm plus plus... wish 2day had 24hrs longer than usual... so i could spend more time wif hubby dear... got home arnd 4pm... hehehe... mom juz woke up... heheheehheehehehe...

Love u hubby dear... Thank u so much for today (and all the other days, too!)...

Back From An Operation On 04/10/08

Wish I could describe how I felt before entering the operation theatre... Scared, apprehensive.. didn't have time to inform my mom... didn't know if I'd make it out alive... the last time I went in, it took d docs 4 hours to revive me...

Weelll... turns out, d docs didnt have a hard time reviving me dis time round... they had 2 stick a tube down my throat though... coz i stopped breathing...

God! Shud I b writing dis down in my blog? If my mom knew... she'd freak out I guess...

Was glad my mom came in d morning wif Myrah... was a bit depressed Ufa wasn't der tho... missing my babies loads... back at my mom's place for this week n maybe next... babies over at mama's place... have to relax n rest properly dis time round... dun want dis to repeat again...

So... okays... dis is it for now... am tired rite now...